You are depressed as fuck because you suck

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Yeah. It took me three years to get here, to be making minimum wage worth of monthly cash on hentai. Had I done fewer mistakes, it would not have taken so long. There was a learning curve to scale. And a life-long depression to overcome.

Here we are then. I’m an adult, 29 years old, running my own little online company. I still don’t have my own appartment, still don’t have a girlfriend, no IRL friends, I’m getting fat, my mother remains unemployed. A lot of fags in my position would be depressed to the point of suicide. I’m not.

What modern snowflakes don’t get, is that depression is not a mental illness. It’s not like HIV or herpes that’s incurable. It’s something you grow out of, as you learn to think. Negative thoughts cause depression. You can’t medicate away memories. You can’t rid your flesh of the lessons of life that have been carved into it. You can’t undo bad decisions.

Bad decisions lead to bad situations that make you feel helpless. It’s a feedback loop, where lacking creative problem solving skills, you do stupid things to medicate your feelings, that further worsen your problems. At some point it’s difficult to tell which came first, depression as a reaction to a terrible living situation, or the various life problems caused by failed attempts at managing depression. Becoming an abuser of methanphetamins can fix your mood, and then your organs rot.

Getting from a shitty situation to success is very simple: You have to make good decisions, consistently. You have to judge risks rationally, and play your game right. But you can’t stop to think every little decision, how it’s gonna compound into the future. Under stress, your decisions are always instinctive – you make every decision based on feelings, which in the heat of the moment, can be disastrously wrong. Without good intuition, you will make mistakes.

Your reaction to new challenging situations, is a reaction to old situations. The more traumatic the past situation, that the new situation reminds you of, the stronger your emotional response. Therefore, learning to make good decisions, in actuality means that you have to consciously hone your instincts. You can’t run from financial problems, like you can from a tiger. Your human instincts at their default state, are not bringing you success in a modern society.

Example: Thousands of years of evolution have made you particularly fearful of rejection by other people. You fear this, because in humanity’s primordial past, getting rejected by your pack meant getting cut off from resources. This usually meant that you would die, alone in the woods. Everybody fears rejection like death, because that’s what your biology learned to fear, over the span of countless millenia. As far as your animal body is concerned, you are still living in the jungle, hunting deer.

But snowflakes don’t think. They feel shit, suck shit, and kill themselves as natural selection takes effect. Life is a game of survival of the fittest. Weak people die. If you’re weak, you die. By rules of the game, nothing is awry.

Modern therapy, and the synthethic pharmaceutical antidepressants, do not make you strong. They do not make your intuition-based decision-making any better. When you’re not making good decisions, you’re not getting anywhere.

I had depression for the past ~15 years of my life. I overcame that, not by taking drugs, or therapy, but by embracing free market capitalism. I created a business, that in its initial stages, was constructed as a method of self-therapy. The therapy was based on my own research into human cognition.

My method of self-therapy was simple: make the same decision, every time you feel afraid. Whenever I felt my anxiety peak, and my “fight or flight” response kicked in, I chose “fight”. Because my profession was online sextoy sales, the symbolic choice to “fight” meant working extra hours. My aggression was channeled into creating content for my readers. You can imagine, working seven days a week creating content, will generate financial success. By accumulating little daily successes, you start to hate yourself less and less.

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Privilege doesn’t determine success in a free market. What matters is that you’re smart with your resources of time, and money. If you hadn’t taken that student debt like an idiot, you’d actually be able to start your own business. In three years time, you’d be doing well for yourself – just work the hours, and skip those weekends, practice to execute something that’s valuable to customers. In my case, I have no degree for online advertising. I just make money.

So, why are people depressed? Many reasons. I argue a big reason is that the world is a fucked up place where evil psychopathic bankers, and corporations bribe our elected officials to fuck over the citizenry. They rule like kings, and we peasents work boring low-paying jobs, in a corrupt debt-based economy that’s set to implode in the next decade.

The whining of communists is annoying. It’s so misdirected. The reason why everybody is going poor is not because of capitalism. Capitalism is just a framework, where average people can start their own businesses. The only systemic issue that matters, that’s keeping people down, the very reason why the poor are getting poorer, and the rich are getting richer, is the monetary system. It’s the tiniest flaw in capitalism, that a corrupt monopoly in one industry, practically rapes the entire global economy. The private central banking sector is that problem.

You are depressed, because the vampires of the financial sector are sucking you dry. The world around you is dying, and you feel helpless to stop it. You don’t understand why it’s happening, but you feel it. What you probably don’t know, is that this entropy in our environment, our communities, of our democracies, is the result of how money is created into the economy. Money is created by private banks, by issuing debt. When banks collect interest on debt, new money is born.

There are many, many interconnected negative effects that the current money has on societies. When the banking vampires create money, the value of your money goes down. Supply and demand; increased supply decreases value. This is called “inflation”. Inflation means that prices of everything are going up, you can afford fewer things with your salary, and your savings are being eaten by bed bugs. They are skinning you alive, of course you feel like shit. Working shitty jobs, while going poorer, and poorer, is depressing as hell.

Private banking is evil. Collecting interest on debt is evil. Raising your taxes, to pay interest on the loans your government owes to international banks, is evil. All the misery, the poverty, the political corruption, the inequality that’s making you wanna kill yourself, is because of money. Evil people are in control of the economy. They hate you, fuck with you, they steal from you, and you are dependent on them.

The cure is not suicide, the cure is to become an entrepreneur. Stop fucking around, and start a business. Just start, you worthless gay piece of shit.

You are in an abusive relationship, with private bankers.

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